I can shed tears because you have gone,or i can smile because YOU HAVE LIVED!! I could close my eyes and pray you'll come back,or i can open my eyes and see all you have left..and that is a lifetime of love,friendship and special times together..my dear dear love..the pain is still there,it will never go away,but if this is the price i pay for having had you in my life then i willingly pay it and would do so over and over again....gone but never forgotten,always in my heart,never far...with all my love Richard...Laura...xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx